Helicopters
spiraling down from the uncle's elm tree
always looked like people to me: rotating,
careening through so much
hot air, spinning
down through words that have
no meaning anymore; words like "shooting" that roll off the tongue
names like "Santa Fe"
(which once meant "holy faith" but who
in Santa Fe has faith in our laws anymore)
when the catacombs are bursting
with skulls too small to belong there
our only response is to continue screaming
and to let the bullets fly because they do not
hit us; there are places for the dead
but there are no places for children
they are the seeds of tomorrow's past
but what am I doing? this poem has no meaning
except for what you give it
it is pure Babel - a crumbling tower built from
guttural noises - your eyes fall through it
grasping for meaning
through my words you seek
to reconstruct
a fragmented world
but I will only fail you in this regard
words are only noises and as I speak
the dead stay dead
and we return to where we were going,
spiraling down
through so much hot air
years have passed since
I watched the helicopters fall
the uncle's elm is almost bare
soon it will go the way of all things
but spring is in bloom and the city morning
full of noises
shines its light on a sapling as it pierces
the earth's crust; like the hand of Lazarus
it reaches out into the meaningless air
a new world with old wounds is whispering
new meanings to us
and if we stop Babeling
and learn to listen
maybe we can grow
just a little